strong is my doctor

i wish i was strong enough
to face any problem , anything
i was weak
i was a coward
i don't want to be that anymore
i won't cry in front of the crowds
i will only smile :)
even when the words are tearing me apart
even when my face was thrown away rudely
even when being laughed like a clown

i'm a joker.
i won't take anything too seriously.
if not, how can we smile again when we meet? :))
look on the bright side
nobody is crying right?

but sometimes
they don't understand
joker have problems too
they are human too
besides,
they have feelings too.


can nobody understand a joker.
a joker won't let anyone understand a joker.